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jocusdorkus
06 March 2007 @ 03:39 pm
Well, strangely enough, for the past couple of weeks or even months I've struggled to get ideas for photography. Basically, I haven't worked enough with concepts or 'projects', always taking pictures on a whim and impulse, but nothing really planned out or sketched on paper. On deviantart, there's a photographer who's just amazing with concepts, I mean, she truly knows how to envision an idea and execute flawlessly and although she inspires me, I don't want to bite off of her own ideas, so again, the struggle continues.

Then, as of late, for some strange unforeseen reason, I found myself watching America's Next Top Model... Well, I guess it's not that unforeseeable, but simply uncharacteristic of me. The main reason why I've been watching it is for the photo shoot sessions. The moment the un-entertaining and stupid drama begins, I turn the channel, but while they're taking pictures, I tune in. Basically, despite most of the crap that makes up the show, they do actually have pretty good concepts and ideas for some shoots. One them that really intrigued me was the 'stereotypes' one, it's just such an original approach to something that's well, a 'stereotype'.

So then I got to thinking...yes, I know, that's dangerous, but bear with me... Why don't I do something like that, but make it 'Hollywood Stereotypes'? You know, every kind of stereotypical character that Hollywood and the general media ever evoked and played on religiously. Like the all powerful, no flaws action Hero, and the fragile damsel in distress, and the nerdy, can't get a date for his life, although he's really a hot model underneath the ridicules glasses, guy and the Jock with a below zero average IQ who's got more muscles than little gray cells jerk and the ever miserable, emo-drama loving 'outcast' teenager and the all about sex vixen with a license to psychotic killings... I mean, truly, there are just so many!! I mean, the list could on forever! ... Well, not really, but you get my meaning.

Also, I've been thinking that aside from Hollywood stereotypes, I could do a project of Cinema Classics, in which I attempt to capture the essence of some of the best and most recognizable classic movies ever made. Some like Casablanca, Gone with the Wind, and just classics that grow even better as time passes. This project will of course be a lot trickier, not only because of the subject matter, but in how I can take the 'essence' of it without really copying any of the well known images... But I like it, it's challenging, and if done right, it should be a hell of a result.

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Casablanca, of course ^_^

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Citizen Kane

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The Son of Shiek with Rudolf Valentino

And you know, I've also been thinking of doing an 'Adult Cinema stereotypes', like the ridiculesly buffed up and incredibly sexy gardener or pizza delivery boy... LOL That one should be funny to work on... *wiggles eyebrows*

Live long and Prosper!
*salutes*
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jocusdorkus
05 March 2007 @ 02:06 pm
Ok, so yesterday I went to see Ghost Rider, and damn, I LOVED it! It was just so freakin' cool and everything so well done, I mean visually it was stunning and I just love Nicolas Cage...

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I mean c'mon, you can't deny the badass-ness of it all!

Well, as I was going to sleep, I told myself, 'dream a little dream of Ghost Rider', and guess what I got? Freakin' weird-a-creepy marathon of seriously disturbing events!

First, it starts off with mother and I moving into a new house (which with only five months of living here, she's thinking of moving again >_< argh!) and well, I'm looking through a window from the kitchen area and I see these really weird plants everywhere with ridiculesly sharp thorns and I'm thinking, "ouch, ain't not way I'm going outside", and then suddenly, before I turn away, I see a dog approach and there's like a black mist hovering all over him and from what I can see, he's wagging his tail happily, with his tongue out and all, it was cute, and yet at the same time...disturbing. He runs forward, trying to get to the door or well, window (blah, it was one of those doors with windows) and suddenly he gets pricked by all the plants near him, digging deep into his skin and muscles. I cringe, not so much at the sight of the blood or his punctured wounds, but the fact that this poor animal had gotten hurt. I'm such an animal lover and killed me to see him so hurt that I wanted to go and mend his wounds, but as turned the knob, my mom suddenly yelled for me not to go outside or open the door to him. I look at her surprised, since she's even more sensitive than I am when it comes to animals, and she tells me that he's not a normal animal. Of course, I didn't care, all I knew was that the animal was hurt and I needed to stop the bleeding...

So I go outside. It feels really weird, the plants look ominous and I feel the hairs on the back of my neck stand on edge. Every fiber of instinct is telling me to go back inside the house, but of course, I stand my ground, with a wash cloth and water, and finally I see the dog running towards me. Immediately I see that he's not merely running, but almost as if gliding, the black mist still all around him, and yet as he approaches he looks so happy, wagging his tail like crazy. I crouch down ('cause he's really little compared to my own dogs) and start tending to his wounds with the wash cloth, except that as I pet him and pass the cloth over his skin, it starts peeling away... O_O Yeah, you heard me, peeling away, but like ashes, and then underneath it reveals new skin that's still like dry skin of a corpse. I was a bit weirded out, but the dog was just so happy to be with me and to be petted that I continued. I didn't care for his appearance because I could feel that he wasn't going to hurt me.

Cleaning out most of his ashed skin, I realized that the previous puncture wounds had healed. When I finally went inside, I let him enter with me, and immediately he started sniffing around, befriending my dogs and the cats that apparently were in the house when we moved in. All pets seemed to get along perfectly, which made me happy.

Time passed, and the next thing I remember is lying in my bed, crying over some guy (which honestly, seems very out of character for myself, lol) and the dog went to my bedside, perhaps trying to comfort me. I pet him for a while, complaining on why I couldn't find a guy as good as my pets were, and suddenly, the dog transformed into a man. Well, technically, 'cause he was still kinda dead looking, but handsome nonetheless (gawd, I'm such a whore... >_< LOL) And needless to say, I'm speechless. I didn't know this 'dog' spirit 'thing' could transform into anything... I'm not quite sure what happened next, all I know is that he started talking O_O

There were many times I got up from sleep to go to the bathroom, and the dreams I had after that were different, though just as puzzling if anything. I'm not going to go into much detail into those, all I really remember is having attended the Oscars (yeah, go ahead and laugh!) and then at some point just fainting somewhere along the isles and the Rock carrying me out. Yeah, 'cause he's probably the only one that could carry me, LOL. I think Jensen Ackles was there too... my date perhaps? Blah, I can't remember...

*salutes*
And Jocus has left the building. wouldn't harm me and that he just wanted to be loved.
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jocusdorkus
13 February 2007 @ 12:03 am
I've had better days, that I can say for sure.

Today we took our dog Smokey to the vet, his coughing, choking and wheezing have been getting worse over the coarse of these last few weeks and I couldn't let pass another day without getting him checked out. A couple of days ago mom was conviced he was a goner and then everytime she looked at him, she'd burst into tears and look at him so sadly. I told her to stop being so melodramatic and for the last couple of days we've been fighting about her being too sensitive and me not enough.

Well, the verdict is in. The vet took an x-ray of his chest and when he showed it to us, he pointed to us the anomaly and it's that Smokey's heart is literally two or even three times larger that it should be. His heartbeat is extremely irregular and basically, what that all means is that his heart isn't working as it should, it can't pump the blood like use to and so then the muscle around it has swollen and enlarged to the point where it takes up most of his chest cavity. Imagine a heart nearly as big as your head trying to pump in your chest...

The vet said that it was a heart condition older dogs tend to suffer from. Smokey is twelve after all, and he said that unfortunately it was a condition he could die from at any moment. He gave us medicine to give him that should help reduce the blood the heart pumps, reducing as well the workload. It should help also with the swollen muscle around his heart and ease his last months with us...

I called my best friend Yissel, she's known him for nearly all his life. I cried. Let the news soak into a hard realization. I know there's people who don't care enough about animals to understand, but I do. He's not just a dog in the family, he is part of the family. I love him so much, and it's going to be so hard without him. I cried a lot when his mother passed away, and she was so special to me, and I still miss her.

I watched him from the moment he was born, took care of him, fed him with a bottle and everything when he was still only a couple of weeks old, and now I carry him when he can't climb up the stairs on our front door.

I've accpeted it. I know it's only a matter of time, but that doesn't mean I can't cry, can't miss him. I'll always will, but for now, like my friend said, "don't treat him like he's already dead, enjoy every minute with him, make it the best and most comfortable for him". He's been so good, he really deserves it.

All I ask of God is that he may let me comfort him in the moment of his final breahts. His mother unfortunately died alone, I don't want him to go like that.

This is Smokey, and if you're wondering, he was born grey! LOL It wasn't until he was about three months old that he started changing colors to what he is now. ^_^
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Isn't he beautiful?

*salutes*
And Jocus has left the building.
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jocusdorkus
05 February 2007 @ 03:14 pm
Okay, well, I had seen the movie not until I had gotten my comp back and my friend had placed several movies in the moview section, and although the story itself lacked a bit, I do love the style and the amazing cinematography. To put it quite simply, it's freakin' gorgeous. Well, needless to say, when I found a tutorial on how to transform pics into that sweet sin city style, I couldn't resist. I made a couple from pics I have of my friends and one of the sims, hehe.

However, seeing how these turned out, I'm really thinking of making a series in this style, hell, even a comic...but with actual pics...ah...sounds interesting, no? ^_~

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*salutes*
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jocusdorkus
04 February 2007 @ 09:18 pm
Hallo!

Well, today I finished setting up one of the locations, a restaurant that I have themed white and red... and for some reason, lately I've been very keen on white. Okay, aside from that ramdom note, I thought I'd introduce the characters of the Braindead Society...

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For those who know my Vega, no, he's not the same *throws a rasberry* Basically, when he was born, I couldn't think of a name, and when that happens, I start thinkin' of the names of my rpg characters or other people's...hence, Vega. However, this Vega is pretty outgoing, suave, a good politician, though honest (if it's possible for them to go together) and a natural born leader.

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Mercury is the third of five siblings in my alien family, and she's very lively, ready to protest for any unfair game on the campus or in general. Although she's sweet, she's usally quick to fire back and she gets a kick out of crashing any 'socialite' party.

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Lilika is perhaps the sweetest of them all, almost a mother figure amongst the group. She's smart and usually tranquil, somehow being able to calm even the shortest walking fuse.

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Naomi is Vega's sister, loud and outgoing, she loves to be the center of attention and can be quite the drama queen sometimes. If there's one thing she does well is overreact.

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Blair is the eldest brother of Vega, Naomi and Eva and like his siblings, his pretty outgoing, except he rather contain his social gatherings higher in the circle. As dramatic as Naomi, he can creat quite the scene.

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Eva is the youngest of the Hewlett siblings and perhaps the rowdiest of them all; in other words, a true rebel at heart. As often as she changes her hair style, you can find her at any protest or office, denying yet another prank gone perfect (which of course you know she did).

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Chase is nice kind of girl, but she's got a particular nack for intimidating people, sometimes on purpose, sometimes not. One way or another, if there ever is a mystery afoot, she's the one to figure it out.

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Kyron is a very charming guy, a ladies man that has his own sense of fashion that somehow works together. He's always out to get his own, but when it comes to friends, he's always there for them.

*salutes*
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jocusdorkus
01 February 2007 @ 07:35 pm
'Cause I really, really do.

Well, good news, some of my muse is finally returning and with it came the inspiration to finally finish at least the first episode of series I've been wanting to do with sims for so very long. I think since mid last year. I've got most of it written down and for this one at least it won't be that long, but at least it's something. Now all I really need to do is get the pics, fix 'em a little in photoshop and whala, the story goes up on the exchange of the game's website.

This is the intro pic:
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Hehe, so far so good, mind you, I still have half of the pics to go if not more.

These are not part of the story, but I just find them hilarious...my simmies are so funny.
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That's Karen having her first baby, which turned out to be a healthy baby boy. But yeah, they look funny as hell when having a baby, and their chants! Oh! *laughs ass off*
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Lavon didn't like preppy girls as you can see in the first pic, and she certainly loved to creat havoc in the cafeteria...hehe.
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That's my lovely alien Venus trying out her uncles hand made toy, which uh, obviously is a bit deffective, hehe.
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Savea's newly adopted son leaving his stomach's, uh, remmants on her, but just look at her face...the shock, the fear. It's priceless! 
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Savea's wife Mia, selling just another one of her paintings...see how happy the customer is? Damn right, that's how good my Mia is of a seller. ^_^
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But I think being the top notch salesman tired her out, she actually fell asleep while she was eating! Haha!

*salutes*
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jocusdorkus
17 January 2007 @ 11:10 pm
Okay, so as a kid, I had never heard about playing 'plan your wedding' until my best friend Laura mentioned it sometime ago, and surprised by my ignorance about it said that I had to. However, since the time she said, we really haven't been able to, so then a couple of days ago for some reason I suddenly recalled it and decided to do looking through the net for stuff and piecing together... So yeah, this is the end result...mind you, man they're so much crap to a wedding, and then I'm so damn picky! What can I say, I like originality and opting for the unique.

Okay, for starters, let's set the location. I don't want to get married inside of any church or building, I want it outside, and if possibly, near old ruins of a castle or even a church. I want it on a high cliff (just incase he says no, hehe *cackles evilly), and near the ocean. Scottland for one has some absolutely beautiful costs...
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Now, I don't want your usual 'altar' where couples are wed, I think just the priest will do, lol. Though I've been thinking that perhaps the seating arrangment will work better if it's circular, that is surrounding the 'couple' instead of the usual straight lines behind them. Also, I was thinking of having this large lamps (the base being narrow so it could dig into the ground and a wide plate like surface) that are alight with fire, and it's these lamps that would lead the way to the priest instead of flowery posts or anything like that.

My dress will be rather simple, but I love it.
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And for this 'game', let's just pretend that my Groom will be Jensen Ankles *steeples fingers and hisses 'excellent'* and I've already got his tux picked out and everything! Hehe...
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Next are the bridesmaids and flowergirls and well, accessories...
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Bride's bouquet
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Bridesmaids bouquet
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For the Groom's pin thinging (I forgot how it's called)

Now, after the official ceremony comes the reception and that will be on lower ground within ancient ruins (it's my dream wedding damnit, I'm allowed to fantasize!)
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Although I'm opting for a natural look to it, I do want a heavy Hindu influence to it.
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And a part of it outside and then another inside within a part of the ruins.
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As for decorations and party favors...
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Now, from the samples chart of the traveling candle top, I'd pick the Sage design, and as for the invitations and cake...the only thing with the cake is that it would be white and red...
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Well, after a lovely ceremony and reception with live music and great dancing, a honeymoon is in order for the newly wed Mr. and Mrs. Jensen Ackles, hehe, and since traveling is a great honeymoon itself, I have three destinations. Considering that the wedding was in Scottland (that's where the landscape pics were taken), we'll stay there at this beautiful hotel, which so happens to be a castle and enjoy activities (yes, aside from the bedroom), as well as fine dinning and wine.
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Then Jaipur in India...
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Though, don't think, I would enjoy my newly husband's, uh, activities fully as well...
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hehe

Lastly would be the Fiji islands...
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And that my friends would be my wedding in a nutshell...I know, very, uh, how to say, ambitious? Yes, I know, but like I've mentioned, it's my 'perfect' wedding, so I'm allowed to dream... ^_^

*salutes*
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jocusdorkus
04 January 2007 @ 08:15 pm
This is mainly for my friend Adrian who watched the mini-series, The Lost Room not too long ago that I had recorded for him. Yes, I'm lazy, and I just find it easier to type than write it on paper, 'cause sometimes my mind just goes way too fast for my slow and cramping hand to catch up with.

Hmm, to begin, it's not a true event or anything like that, it's purely fiction. Although I don't think it's impossible for something like that to happen, just because, most of the universe and the way it works is a mystery itself. Yes, we have advanced tremendously within our studies and scientific research, but truly, are you willing to bet your life on the idea that we know, without a flame of doubt, everything there is to know about the universe and its laws? Of everything that is possible or impossible? I believe it a fool's game to think so, and if nothing else, arrogant. So, with that being said... is it truly impossible?

No

Who knows, perhaps somewhere down the winding dunes of our life we'll actually experience such an event, not particularly in the same way, but something similar to it. After all, this is a time for change, 'new beginnings' and new discoveries, as the Mayans have forseen... I believe that within this expansive universe, anything is possible.

Now, I honestly, don't think it has anything to do with God or religion, that's just people twisting it for their convinience and ideals. Yet another way to take control of the masses and manipulate it however they see fit, even if taking a life or several is necessary. Honestly, any 'ideal' or 'belief' that rested upon killing to achieve 'do whatever necessary' is corrupted, ignorant and arrogant to top it off. Unfortunately, almost every religion is indoctrinated with this frame of mind, codoning it with the famous falsity of 'in the name of God' phrase. A reason why the Order, from the mini-series irrates me so much, 'cause they really empitomize that kind of mentality. But that's just getting away from the subject.

Okay, I'm not sure what else to say wihout repeating myself, so I guess, first would be best if you read the first article on this subject, and when you give me feed back, we can continue from there...

Live long and prosper!
*salutes*
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jocusdorkus
02 January 2007 @ 11:34 am
Well, last week was quite hectic. On christmas eve we (Mom and me and the dogs) a hundred and fifty-five miles north to Miami to spend the holiday with my brother and his family. It was all nice and dandy, small group, good food and my niece Vanessa who spoke about boys for four hours...she's only thirteen, gees! After exchanging gifts (hispanics celebrate it on christmas eve, waiting until twelve to give the 'blessing' hug and give gifts), everybody was full and sleepy, so everyone to their own house. By three I was already in bed, and it was a deliciously long morning, though the beds we have to sleep on are just murder >_< .

We came back on Wednesday, with my nieces (oh the joy *sarcastic voice*) and they stayed until this last Sunday, when they drove back in my brother's new car, the Dodge Nitro I believe. The best though was when we went to the movies on Thursday and saw A Night at the Museum...Oh man, it was just great! I really recommend it, just hilarious as all hell.

And alas, comes to today that I'm finally free of nieces and Mom, and yes, I must torture readers with yet another dream, hehe.

From where I remember, I was in a school someplace, I think a college even, and I was looking for my room within the dorms. A lot of it is really hazy, so it's going to seem choppy a bit as I remember along... I'm not exactly sure what was going on, but I think I was in good with several of the professors, and some of the kids didn't like that. I hadn't done anything except for actually being a good student, so I didn't mind them much and basically ignored them. I later find that my roommate is none other than Jensen Ackles, hehe, and of course I was quite happy. I think a couple of days pass, and I'm sitting with him and another guy, apparently in a study group, and one of them are making fun of Jensen's braces...yeah, don't ask, but braces he had and I was like, wtf? and then he smiled, and there they were! All of sudden Jessica Abla is there, she laughs at him, but then he quickly points to her, and she's got braces too...I don't know, I swear.

Next thing I know, we're in the auditorium, watching some play or musical performace, I can't recall, but I know I was there with another guy and Jensen was a couple of seats away and apparently, not happy about the site. It of course made me happy, though I don't think I had initially planned to make him jealous, rather it was an unexpected result I was content with nonetheless. By the time the show was over and I was walking out, I had noticed he was no longer there, and I had thought that perhaps it was because he didn't want to endure the sight any longer. Hoping he would be back in our room, I hopped over to the dorms and when I opened the door, I saw him laying on the bed, his arms across his eyes and apparently 'sleeping'. I fell on the bed and tried to coax a 'confession' if you will, out of him, but he kept dodging. Finally frustrated and with no patience left, I got off my bed and jumped on his, straddling by the waist. Of course, this caught him completely off guard, which of course made me smile, and I told him something along the lines of "stop playing you idiot and just admit it" which thankfully, he actually did, kissing me back when I had initially done so...why, I think he's slightly inclined to women on top... hehe

And if anyone is wondering, my new year's resolution is to have NO resolutions...and guess what? I've achieved it! WOhoo! *cackles evilly*

Live long prosper my alien friends!
*salutes*
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jocusdorkus
22 December 2006 @ 12:11 pm
There really isn't anything worth to 'report', I actually haven't been able to read any of the other articles. Although I did get caught up in a particular one where they talk about the physical and chemical differences between a male and female brain. Fascinating. But I haven't finished it yet. I started it when me and my mother were on our way to her office's christmas party and had to stop when we finally arrived, and I haven't picked it up since then.

In other, er, 'news', my dreams today where simply all over the place. I mean really, it was like 'scenes' were just scrambled together with no sense whatsoever, and although most of it is as hazy as an old man's sight, there are some parts I remember.

One of the clearer moments is when I was standing near an elevator, waiting for it to come up and meanwhile, I was on the phone with my best friend Adrian (yeah, you see the increase of his cameos in my dreams? *rubs chin* could be all the letters he sends me). We were talking about the latest movies, as we usually do, and for some reason, I kept thinking that a new 'Back to the Future' would come out during the summer and that I was anxious to see it. When the elevator finally arrived, I pulled the doors apart, but it was so dark in there, there weren't any lights overhead and suddenly, when I look inside I hear this really low and deep growl and all of sudden, there's like a tv in the elevator (wtf?) Now, that weird sound was apparently because of the previews that were on which was about a movie with Cylcops and Jean, but just of them, not the X-Men in general. The thing is I got so freaked by the beginning growl that I let go of the elevator doors and couldn't see the rest of the preview, but I remember a bit of it from having it seen it earlier, and I was so excited about it, I was like "Adrian, have you seen the Cyclops and Jean movie previews? It's going to be amazing!" Like I've mentioned many times while reciting my dreams, don't ask...

Then, the other part I kind of remember, is watching the first few episodes of Dark Angel, the series that Jessica Alba started on. Since lately I've been smooching so much around Youtube, somehow I had found these episodes, but not really recalling the actual episodes, I think my subconcious made them up, and well, they were quite disturbing. It started that she was really young and under the care of this old man, but he was taking advantage of her sexually, which let me tell ya, doesn't make for a pretty picture. Then it switches, to where I'm in the show, or well, something like that. I was walking through a thick crowd and a man opened the door to the cage that was in the middle of this small 'arena' and apparently, I was going in to fight with another guy, who was none other than Jensen Ackles, but just as he was in that particular episode of Dark Angel, which really was quite funny, 'cause he was wearing white shorts, and boxing gloves, I think. Anywho, he looked at me and smiled, talking about I shouldn't be there, that he wasn't going to hit a girl and before he finished his list of 'reasons', I had grabbed him and thrown him against the fence opposite him. That undoubtedly shut him up... Unfortunately, it stops there, or at least, I can't remember past that... Man! That just sucks! I mean, don't get me wrong, I wouldn't mind throwing Jensen around, just so as long as its in bed! *grunts about unsatisfactory dreams*

Well, that's about it really, and I'm sure many of you are beyond happy that it's this short, hehe.

Live long and prosper
*salutes*
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